A rare creature- "happy person"

Some people are just a walking bomb of negativity. It doesn't matter how good things are they will always find a dark side of it. The sun is always too bright, water is too wet, others are too happy, etc. I think some people can moan about everything. And you know what is the worst part about hanging out with them? They are sucking your good energy, your vibe. It doesn't matter how happy you are or how good your day was, they will make you feel like a walking disaster, like a bag of trash. I am a kind of person who will try to give as much of a good energy as possible.

I love to be happy and I love to see other people smiling. I won't moan about simple failures or stupid details, I will try to find a good side in everything, something to squeeze out of everything. And there's nothing wrong with it, is there? The problem appears when I am giving it away, but I am not getting anything in return. And I am not trying to stay away from negative people. I try to keep them around to put my good vibes on them, try to help them. But sometimes it is impossible. Sometimes they are just too much. And then I have to push them away, because we all work on our own happiness and I can not let my good energy to be vacuum by some human warms.

Do you realize how many people are struggling to survive the day? How many of them is being left with nothing? And you know what? Most of them is still able to get more joy from life than you. You with the iPhone paid by your parents or you who just bought brand new shoes because the others got stained from this festival you went to last week.

You wake up in the morning, you're having your cap of coffee, you sit on the terrace and feel the sun on your face. But wait, coffee was too hot so now you will get angry at your boyfriend for no reason, just because you burnt your tongue. Anyway, you start to prepare to work. You can't find anything to wear in a pile of cloths thrown everywhere around your room with double bed. After a while of complaining you finally find this leather skirt and a nice cardigan. Put on some make-up, that brands I am not able to name, spray some Chanel perfumes on and leave the house. There you go. Terrible morning just begin, as your eyeliner wings aren't even. Let's get started. You arrive to work, bus was too crowded, street wasn't straight enough and this guy on the crossing was staring at you with this "weird" smile, what a creep. Ok, what's next. You've got nothing to do for first few hours, so you just scroll through facebook, tinder, instagram and complain about how other people lives are more interestng than yours. Look, she just went to Bali, she's getting married and he just bought a new car. And you? Fuck, your life sucks, doesn't it? You've got cloths to wear, food to eat, money to spend. But who cares, you always have to be a victim. Few hours later the boss comes to work and gives you too many tasks, you're too busy now. Why are you even still doing this job? Or nothing to do, or too much to do. Shit life, you should definitely quit. But how could you afford this steak in this lovely restaurant near the beach? How could you afford every night parties with your friends or this overpriced drinks? Yes, exactly. Better just complain how your life suck. You go back home, finally. 9h at work killed you. And 1h for lunch wasn't enough, because you had to walk over 10min to get some food. Anyway, you're at home now so be happy. You take off your shoes, your coat, your trousers, you sit down on the couch, open the bottle of wine and turn on TV. The wine is not sweet enough, the couch is not soft enough and they don't play good enough movies in TV. So you shut down everything and you go to take a shower. Fuck, the water is too hot, now it's too cold. Why they can't create a perfect water control system? You're done. You go to bed and you start scrolling through some social pages again. You will text some friends how shit your day was and expect them to agree with you, to tell you that their day was a failure too. You won't talk with happy people, why should you. How come they're happy and you're not. They should also be miserable, no?

STOP. STOP IT !

Sit down once in a while and just breath. Breath and think how lucky you are to be where you are, to be who you are. You woke up today. You breath. Be grateful for another day. Learn to appriciate little things. Can you, please? It's not as bas as it seems. And I told you that once and I will repeat myself milion times more.



Be happy. It's gonna be alright, you're gonna be alright.