Showing posts with label ideas. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ideas. Show all posts

18 Aug 2018

VHS movies, flirting on MSN, Getting a video from the rental shop, Internet Explorer fun and all the fun before we became adults.

18 August 0
So yea, I am 23 years old. When did that happen? 

And now what ? What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to act? What are your 20's all about? What are the taxes? How not to lose your shit on everyday basis? How to sign for a doctor appointment and how to cook and egg in the kettle?
Don't you think that being in your 20's is a terribly confusing time? Because, honestly, what are that age norms, expectations? What the 20 should and shouldn't do or be?

Like honestly, I've got friends who own houses, friends renting and friends who still live with their parents and don't do shit with their lives. I've got friends working 3 jobs to maintain a live on some desent level, friends with their own businesses and friends who live from their parents' money and have never worked a day in their live. I've got friends who have graduated from different kind of unis from different parts of the whole world and friends who still have no idea what they are doing with their lives (hi, it's me here). I've got friends who have seen the world and friends who have never left their childhood city.

Some of them are parents, loads of them are engaged or married. Some are even divorced or close to getting a divorce. Yet there are still friends who have never been in a serious relationship or are trying to live their live by partying and trying all sort of new things.

Not a big deal, is it?

I've got friends who have taken their lives away, because of different sort of situations in their live. I've got friends who passed away, not by their choice, and many more have been involved in some kind of accidents. Yet, there are still friends who have never felt grief strangle in their heart.

Because the thing about your 20's it that there is no right or wrong, no better or worse and mostly, no-one is better that anyone else. We are not participating in any race. We all are trying to live our lives, to live the best we can and to reach the end of our path in a best, tho not the quickest, way. And that's ok. There's no need to judge anyone, because we all are doing the best we can. Even if it sucks sometimes, even if it's not easy sometimes...it will be worth it. It will all matter at the end,

I would like to thank Dani C, whose post I found on facebook
and it opened my eyes a bit and let me write this post.
Partly in my own words, partly borrowed few. 
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11 Jul 2018

Angelina Jolie lost 10kg; The new detoxing diet; This new foundation will make your face unrecognized!

11 July 0


Who cares?


Honestly, sometimes I don't know what to write anymore. If I tell you about magic of Tenerife, would you be interested? If I write about that time when I saw dolphins "talking" to whales, would you stay? If I don't inform you about the new drama in show business, would my entry attract you? What should one write about to get to the audience? Diets? Hair? Cosmetics? What if I don't want to? What if I don't feel it?

Have you realized how this world is changing? In which way we are going? Doesn't it all seem kind of fucked up to you?

We live in a world full of bullshit. Let's call the things by their names, ok? I've got the feeling that all the rules and values are day by day disappearing. We are getting closer to the day, when it will all be gone. 

If I go out with some colleagues for a beer you don't want to talk about what I believe in, what I've been through, where I went or where I broke my nose. You don't care what's important to me, what makes me happy, what breaks my heart in pieces. No. Why would you. You've got your own life, your own problems and shit going on, don't you? But why don't you mind talking about this new dress you saw in H&M last week? Why do you want to keep complaining about your boyfriend and how he never buys you flowers, even tho he took you to your favourite restaurant few days back. But who cares, no one cares about good things. Let's just show everyone that our life is worse than theirs.

If I tell you I got promoted, I am going for a long trip or that I am very happy, because my dog finally stopped peeing on the floor, you will turn your head away or make a stupid excuss to leave, because I am happy and you don't want to hear about it. Happiness is boring, isn't it?

But if I start talking about this new episode of Warsaw Shore, you'll somehow have so many things to say on this topic. And have you seen this new lifeguard? Isn't he a hottie? And Jessica from high school got fat, you know that already. Mathiew got divorced, I am sure he deserved that. Ow ow ow wait! There's also this other thing! Angelina Jolie lost 10kg! She must be starving herself!

And if I tell you I don't give a single shit about stuff like that, we suddenly have got nothing in common. Because you don't want to talk about personal stuff. About my life, your life. Things that actually matter. 


People are starting to close themselves in. Small talks are easy, because they don't show our true selves. But don't they really? If you can talk about the new colors of the nail polishes, that new hair treatment or Mathiew's divorce, but can not give your opinion about dogs being thrown out of the cars every single day, about your dreams and goals, about the future or about things that make you happy, what kind of person does it make you? 

People don't talk anymore. They do not communicate in a right way. Because sending few messages on facebook in a week is not a right way, ok? Sending me a snapchat from your breakfast is not ok. It is not how it supposed to be, where it supposed to go! It's just not right! 

Call, meet for a coffee, go for a walk. But talk. And talk about things that matter. Things that are important. There is so many people right now afraid of saying what they thing to be judged. And everyone does. We judge people for simple things and then we are surprised they are afraid to tell us their secrets. Even if it's about their favourite cake or dog's name. We don't share any personal info, because everything could be used against us, wouldn't it?! 

And is it supposed to be this way!? Should people be afraid to speak!? Should people hide in their insides, keep their deepest thoughts?! Are YOU afraid to speak?

I say no! And I want you to think about it this way.

If you keep throwing things to the fire, it will never stop burning. The same is with us, human beings. If we will be keeping all things to ourselves, if we won't have a chance to put some things away, to clear our mind, to talk, we will keep throwing things to our fire and then, one day, we will explode or everything will burn. And we can't let that happen. 


So don't be afraid. If you feel sad, say it. Say what is bothering you. If you're happy, share with the world. Share your happiness and let other be happy with you. If you want to cry, cry as much and as long as you want. There will be someone next to you who will hold your hand, because we are not made of rock. We are breaking sometimes and it's ok. If you wanna jump, jump as high as possible. If you jump, you live. And the Earth is a beautiful place to do so, we just have to understand that and fight our fears, open ourselves to impossible. Smile a bit more, laugh a bit harder and hug a bit more often :)


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9 Jul 2018

Buy that Tequila, take your shoes off and go for a walk on a beach. You might end up swimming with dolphins.

09 July 0


10/09/2014

"Today was better. I decided to be happy. No one cares if something is bothering you. Fuck this. I prefer to chose happiness and smile over this whole negativity which is already poisoning the world. I am throwing all the sadness away from my head. It's time to start enjoying my life. It's time to be happy.

1. If you don't chase after what you want - you will never get it;
2. If you don't ask - the answer will always be "no";
3. If you don't make a step forward - you will always be in the same place;

I am fighting for my dreams, for what I believe in. To make my life important. To wake up every morning with a smile on my face. What's in the past, is in the past and should stay there. It will never come back and it doesn't mean it's a bad thing. You have to move forward and keep your head high. With the effy smile on you face. (And the bottle of Tequila in your hand)."

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10 Jun 2018

Once upon a time on Cyprus

10 June 1

Hello there! So I decided it’s the right time to continue with my story.
going back to my time on Cyprus, when it has all begun
I was an innocent girl. Just graduated from high school,
all excited about going to uni! Yaay.
Never have had a boyfriend in my life,
got drunk once when 16 with my mom
and her mom on the balcony in Bulgaria.
Never took drugs, never run away from home.
Skipping school on every occasion possible,
but every time telling my parents about it or asking plans with my mom.
Why would I go to school if I could go for some shopping and coffee?
Couldn’t be bothered. I wasn’t stupid tho. I was doing quite well in school.
I wasn’t making any problems, except being an antisocial smartass.
But what’s wrong with that?

I remember it like it was yesterday.
I went to some kind of a party organized by my school
and I went to hide from all the people to the "sitting room" underground.I was drinking and I started chatting with one of my colleagues.
I remember the moment he asked me something about the university community
and joining some kind of circles and me saying
"I would like that if I wasn't going to Cyprus in 3 days".
He's eyes got big like a plate of your grandma when she's trying to feed you.
And that was it.


I booked my flight, packed the suitcase of 23kg and just left.
Left my Polish life, my "friends", family
and all this things I have been working on for a quite long time.
But I wasn't attached to anything, to anyone.
It was one of the easiest decisions I've ever made in my life.
Can you imagine?
Leaving everything and starting all over being so easy?
It can be when you've got nothing to lose, when you've got nothing to regret.
What could have gone wrong? Only everything haha.
But I was 18 and I couldn't give a smaller shit.

Especially that I lost one of my good friends back then.
No, she hasn't died nor moved out.
She turned her back on me.
Yes, I am talking about you.
When I told her I was going to Cyprus, when I told her about my plans
looking for some kind of support from her side, for "you'll do great Nat".
You know what I received?
She gave me one of this looks 
"I am better than you" and said "well...guess who will have a better education over here..."
And that was it. After that she stopped talking to me, like she's never known me.
Till today's day we talk. Or more like we remember about each other on our birthday.
Year by year one message. On her birthday from me and on my day from her. And that's what's left from our "friendship".
We had our moments tho, haven't we?


And you know what? Here is when my life truly begun.
When I became my true self.
And if I could go back in time I wouldn't change a single...well,
I wouldn't change that much.
It made me who I am now and I am kind of amazing person right now.
And I've earned so much more than just money.
And that's something you don't measure with the size of your wallet.
It is something you don't dream of but when it happens it becomes something
that should always be your birthday wish

TO START LIVING.
AND YOU DO.
AND YOU NEVER REGRET THAT.


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2 Jun 2018

Are you afraid to try?

02 June 12

You are asking yourself what would happened if you tried.
I am asking you what if you didn't ?

I do not understand why so many people use to think that everything comes easy in life. You might think that it's enough to ask for the Moon to get the Moon. It's enough to fuck that reach guy to get that red car. And if I want to get higher in the hierarchy I just have to know some people, sleep with others and drag down the weak ones.

Isn't that true?

You tell me you want to see a sunrise walking on the seaside, but you tend to turn off an alarm when it wakes you up at 4 in the morning. You tell me you want to see the Eiffel Tower, but you don't try to save any money for a trip.

They want a drivers' licence, but they don't sign themselves for a course. They want to write a book, but they wait. They always wait. For a better moment; an inspiration; for a husband to go to work; kids to grow up. They wait for better times. And them times might never come by.

People are forgetting that to get something, which is valuable for them, sometimes they have to be prepare for some bigger sacrifices . Are they afraid to try?

Are you afraid to try?

I want you to understand one thing. I want you to understand that living your life is not an egoism That trying won't make you a loser. Can you do it?

You should know that egoism appears when you crave for other person to live according to your preferences, live for your vanity, for your gain, profit; to pleasure you. When you force someone to do things for you, which won't make them happy or won't have any positive resonance on their life.

Living your life is not an egoism.
The same as a red rose is not selfish because it wants to be a red rose, you won't be called selfish for living your life and being who you truly want to be.

Sit down for a moment, breath in and think.
Think and tell me how would you rather live? With a regret that you gave up on something, you didn't take a chance on in a moment that you could have succeeded or with a thought that you failed, but at least you have tried your best to reach the point?

If you wont't keep going, you’ll never know how far you could have gone and you’ll miss out on being the person you’d become through the effort itself.

! IF YOU WANT SOMETHING YOU BETTER MAKE SOME NOISE !

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13 May 2018

Isn't it too early?

How many times have you been asked if it wasn't too early for anything? You want to start riding a bike. Isn't it too early? You want to try ice cream for the first time. Isn't it too early? You want to go for a trip with your friends. You want to start this big project. You want to move out form your parents. You want to ask her/him out. You want to kiss them. Move in together. Buy a dog. Leave uni before graduation. Make a big decision. Isn't it too early? Isn't it too early? 
Isn't it too effy early?!
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It is alway too early for something for someone.
It is always better to wait, than do something too early, in a rush, catching the moment. Isn't that true?

B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T

There is so many bullshit theories in this world created by people without any hope, dreams, goals or ideas about something. One of them is this beautiful question "Isn't it too early?". 

Honestly, think once. Just once. Would you rather accept it and admit that it is better to wait for the perfect moment or would you rather eat that cake, which is just waiting in front of you? 

Don't get me wrong, I am not pushing anyone to anything. There are things that might be worth waiting. I am not convincing anyone to copulate, make quick decisions, change their life etc etc in a rush. No wories. There is time for everything, but it won't last for ever. Nothing ever does. It might be too early to make the step, but later on it could be already too late. You don't want to waste a given chance, do you?
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So buy this plance ticket, eat tht chocolote cake, kiss that girl, tell your dad you love him, get that dog you always wanted, buy this house with the beautiful garden, let your daughter go on that date with that guy she always wanted, let your mom quit that job she hated so much, grab his butt, tell your brother he matters, move out, start new, come back to the old. Whatever you want just do it, because one may say it is too early, that you should wait, but what if tomorrow it will be just your past? What if you wake up on Monday just with dreams and broken hopes? The time flies fast, too fast. And there is no moment to be wasted, there is not smile to be missed or coffee to be drunk. There is now or never, because you never now how much more have you got left in here. We never know. So trust yourself and let your kite fly.
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8 May 2018

I am coming home.

I always wanted my life to be exciting, without any routine. I thought that was the only way to fall in love with it and to live. I never wanted my days to be the same and I was running away from the system wake up-eat-work-eat-sleep etc. I was scared that if my days weren't different one from another, I would never find the real happines. So what have I done? At age of 19 I left for my first adventure, Cyprus. I became an entertainer in the hotel, so as you can imagine, there was not a single day without surprises. We were enjoying out lives, each day, each night. Everything was exciting. Everyday we were meeting new people, as there were new guests in the hotel, new crazy stramgers on the bar streets, new ideas, new stupid decisions. And the life has been going this way for almost 4 years. Every few months I was changing the place I have been living in, I was meeting new people and making new stupid decisions, which made my life more...fun, I guess. I always thought that this was the way the humans should go through this world, that the people who live just to go to work, earn money and sleep are just wasting their lives. What's te point of living if you're stuck in one city, with the same people and places every single day. No one can be happy existing like this. At least that's what I thought.


I couldn't be more wrong.


Ok maybe not about "wake up work sleep" theory, because I still believe that this is not the way to do it, to live. But now I know there is no need to change every month the city, the people, the job. That won't make me happy, that wouldn't make you happy, I think. 



Walking down the streets of Prague with my best friend on my side and her boyfriend on her side with her puppy following our steps and seeing her being so so happy I realized something very important. 


It's not about the changes, it's not about the places, the people, the job. It's all in your head, it is not real, it is not important. Why would you like to move if you're happy? Why would you like to change if something brings you smile on your face? The deal is to find that ONE place, ONE person, ONE job, which will make you feel something different. Because when you do, when you finally find a place, which you will be able to call "home", because that is what you feel in your heart, you won't be seeking anything different. 

I don't say "keep it same keep it simple", because small changes are good. But don't think that your life depends on that. Sometimes old things are much better than something "improved" or "modified". If you want to change that old bed you've been sleeping on since years, move the kitchen table, put some plants on the window, cut your hair, stop eating vanilla ice-cream and try the banana ones, don't be scared to try new things, to change. But at the same time don't be afraid to settle. Don't be afraid of the routine in your life, because sometimes it may be the best thing that will happen to you in a day. 

You wake up with a bed hair day. You're late to work. You forgot to buy the coffee. Your car does't want to start. The bus didn't arrive on time. You made your suit dirty with this donut from the street seller. You lost your phone. You broke the heel. Your mom is still pushing on this wedding. 
Bum.




He's hugging you.

She's smiling at you.

He comes to listen.

They want to meet.

You try to help.





She, He, They, You. That's what matter. Those are the people, who no matter what will bring your soul up, will cheer you up, will make a change. And that's the important difference you can be seeking for in your life. You don't need a flight ticket or a new job for that. Because life can be hard, can throw shit in front of you or give you lemons and no tequila. But that's ok. Nothing and no one is perfect. No one's life is perfect, even if they do say that online. Instagram, Facebook...that can fool you and you can feel like you deserve more. If she could go to Hawaii, why are you stuck in this small town with no KFC?! If he can purpose, why are you still wanking under the table dreaming of the perfect girlfriend? 

First of all, you don't have to. You can bring a difference if you want to. You can have it all if you try, if you do something about it. But just because she looks good in this blue dress it doesn't mean it'd be your colour. It could make you fat. So don't try to change your life, just because someone else's is different. Chase your own happiness, own dreams and goals. But don't depend on changes and don't make the same mistake as I did.

I was so focused on making my life exciting, special, that I wasn't able to be happy about simple things, which were happening on a daily basis. I was chasing impossible, trying to run away from the routine. Don't get me wrong, as I do not dare to complain, I loved my life the way it was and I am happy about almost every decision I made in my life. It made me who I am, it built me. But it also made me realize that sometimes the most beautiful things and the most beautiful life is waiting just in front of you. I was blind thinking that the plane ticket would change my life, would make me happier. It has. Every time. But then when I was changing and had to start everything from the beginning...I was left with nothing. I had to start from the big zero. Every time when I was going "home" I had to look for myself over and over again. I have never had my own own place for a longer. I had apartments, rooms etc. but it was never for a long term, I was always prepared for something new, for a change.. Now I know everyone needs their base. The place you could call home and in which you could put this ugly picture on the wall, this fluffy rug next to your bed, the star wars' collection. Who cares if it's ugly, pointless, if it's a waste. It is YOURS. This one thing you don't ever have to change. And that's what matters. 


You don't need a crowd of people to feel happy and mostly you won't feel happy in a crowd of people. Too many is sometimes too much. Sometimes simplicity is the answer. Sometimes just one smile is all you need.


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26 Sept 2017

Why Tenerife?

26 September 0
When someone tells me he or she doesn't like Tenerife, they are or laying or the only thing from the Island they've seen were walls of the hotel. I arrived here in November 2016, so it's been almost a year that I'm here. For that reason I can honestly say that I have seen enough to say that this Island is magical and everyone can find here their place. 

Tenerife is the island of a thousand experiences. You can get lost in nature, relax on the beach, climb Teide, go shopping, see a show, walk the old town cobbles, have fun at a theme park, play golf …




The largest of the seven Canary Islands, Tenerife sits in the Atlantic Ocean just off the coast of North Africa and enjoys eternal sunshine. Tenerife is a volcanic island that has been sculpted over time by several eruptions. It has a great mix of rugged terrain, dramatic landscapes and a sub-tropical climate with temperatures averaging 20°C – 22°C in the winter months and 26°C – 28°C in the summer. At 3,718 metres, Teide volcano is Spain's highest peak and its two ecosystems make the climb an experience full of contrasts. With local guides you get an in-depth experience and the mountain refuge is the spot for superb dawn views. 
Over the years Tenerife has become a popular holiday destination and it’s easy to see why with dozens of great resorts to choose from. A visit to Tenerife is not complete without taking the cable car to the summit of Mount Teide, Spain's highest mountain, for panoramic views of the island. Another favourite activity is to head to lovely Garachico to drink coffee in the prettiest plaza on the island and swim in the rock pools hewn from lava. For a taste of the real Tenerife visit La Laguna, the former capital and a Unesco World Heritage Centre, which has eclectic architecture spanning four centuries, great shopping and a thriving tapas scene. If you're a hiker, don't miss the ancient laurel forests and rugged ravines of the Anaga Mountains.


Playa de las Américas is the party capital of Tenerife, that’s the most important aspect to remember about this lively resort on the south coast of the island. Thousands of revellers live it up in this vibrant and colourful holiday destination that is renowned for its 24-hour festivities, making it one of the most popular plces to visit in all of Europe. 


Los Cristianos is situated west of the southern airport (Reina Sofía) and is one of the most popular and busy resorts on the Canary Islands. The beaches are beautiful and it has a harbour that offers fishing trips, pleasure cruises, outings on glass bottom boats, diving excursions and ferries to the neighbouring island of La Gomera.
It was once an old fishing town that over the years has experienced major expansion, making it a popular choice for an enjoyable day trip. Many holidaymakers stay in quieter resorts and visit Los Cristianos for the buzz before heading back to their retreat elsewhere on the island.





The south west coast of Tenerife is a spectacular spot for watching whales free in the ocean. Up to 26 species are found just off the coast, including baleen whales, killer whales, dolphins, pilot whales and even blue whales.


Connected to El Medano beach and within the Montaña Roja protected area we find this little treasure of Tenerife. The kilometre stretch of fine, toasted sand, well away from urban areas, is perfect for a relaxing day on the beach.





Los Gigantes in the west enjoys long sunshine hours and provides a quieter alternative to the south. In the north, Puerto de la Cruz is the greenest and most traditional resort with plazas, botanical gardens and easy access to historic centres while Santa Cruz combines beach time with shopping, plazas and art galleries.






But it's not only about places. Of course they're spectacular and make you fell like you've found heaven on earth. But it all comes together with people you meet here and things you do. We all come from different parts of the world, but we've got one thing in common. We want to live our life in 100% and don't waste any single day. We want to take on the world and make unforgettable memories. It all makes it special, it all makes it my life. And I love it.


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21 Sept 2017

The message in the bottle

21 September 0
Hey You! Yes, You! I want to tell you something. I want you to be happy. I want you to take each day as it was your last one, I want you to fight for what you want and what you love. You want to travel? Go! Pack your suitcase and just go. You want to eat this chocolate cake? Fucking eat this chocolate cake? You're scared of this 2 extra kg? That's a bullshit. Stop thinking about stupid things that humanity makes so "important". You're afraid that if you will go on this trip you might lose your job? And? So what?! Think about things that this experience will bring you, think about possibilities, memories. Those are things which can not be measured. You like this girl from the cafe you go to every single day just to see her? Invite her for a meal, walk, a movie, make a step. And you girl, you like this boy from across the street, but it is so inappriopriate for a girl to approach a guy. Another social BULLSHIT. Do it, why should you wait? Have you seen how many tragedies have been happening around the world? It's time for us to realize that there are things worth fighting for. I think people forget what's really important. We chase to get the best job, more money, better equipment, more expensive gadgets, but we forget about real values and things which really matter in life. You work 24/7 to earn money to get the new iPhone, but you forget about birthday of your aunt, performance of your daughter and finally, you forget about you. You chase after something which will bring you 5s of happiness, but then you sit down alone in your expensive villa, turn on your huge TV and realize you're all by yourself, there's no one around and it's too late now, because the girl you liked is married to this guy who took her for a trip to some, as you said that before, stupid village to ride horses. And you can not call your mum, because she passed away few months ago and you forget to bring new lillas to her grave. 

But wait, I forgot. You got stuck at work, which you probably hate, to get some money, which you probably won't spend, because it's good to have, isn't it? 

We get bored with childhood, rush to grow up and then long to be children again. We lose our health to make money and then lose our money to restore our health. We think anxiously about the future and forget the present so that we life in neither the present nor the future. We live as if we will never die and die as though we had never lived. Think about it. Think about if you were about to die tomorrow, would you be happy about the way you were living? Would you be able to say "I did it, I was happy"? Or would you die with regrets? Don't let that happen to you. Just live to be happy. 
If you want to be happy, be. They may call you crazy, psycho...but who cares. You're not being born to live someone else's expectations. 
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9 Aug 2017

Call me Iffy.

09 August 0
Did you now that if you're 22 years old and you've got no idea what to do in your life you're basically screwed?I knew that. Well done clever girl. But you know what's even worse ? When you're 22 years old and you want too much. You've got so many plans for your life, so many ideas that you are not capable of making your mind or deciding on one thing. I know it might sound stupid, but it's not. So many people are asking me what I want to do in my life, what are my goals, my dreams, my plans, my hobbies and passions. And I feel so stupid when I am not able to answer this, at a glance, simple questions. BULLSHIT !

I am 22 years old girl.
I can speak 5 languages fluently, I can communicate in 7. I love travelling so I've been thinking of making a living from being some kind of travel agent or creating my own travel organization. As I've been travelling whole my life, at the beginning with family and with getting older I got more independent, I know a lot about other countries and cultures and I really love learnig through travelling. I think no school will give you as much experience as getting lost between little alleys in Portugal or eating Arabic bread somewhere on the desert with the natives.
Or maybe I should get into real estate business? You also need to know languages, be organized person and capable of dealing with people and use your skills of persuasion, which I believe to have. (told you it's not that easy).

I am very interested in photography, that's why since few years I've been focusing on becoming better photographer. I spent hours working with my cameras in different enviroments and after that working on them on my computer. I am not a professional photographer yet, but I am on my way to become one.

I love fitness, that's why I took some courses, I went to the PE school and for few years I have been very focused on my healthy fit lifestyle. I still love it and I see myself as a personal trainer in the future. I do not put it as a priority at the moment, but I know I would be really good in this job.
Making people's lifes better, that would be definitely something for me.


I can not forget about an art of being a bartender. And I am not talking about working in All Inclusive bar, and making "whisky coke" or "a pint". I am talking about a real bartending. Don't get me wrong, every job is a job and I am not trying to put anyone down, but there's nothing special if you work in a bar where measurements don't matter and who cares if you put lemon instead of lime. Most of the clients are probably too drunk to realize that anyway. But for me being a bartender is same as being an artist and to create a perfect coctail is same as creating a work of art, if you know what you're doing. That's what I want to do, that's who I want to be. And I don't like judgmental looks at people's faces when I say I see myself as a bartender in the future. As I said, for me bartender=an artist. If you're good at what you're doing you can really achieve a lot.

Few times I got this thought of being a wedding planner. I do not think about having my own, but I can definitely imagine myself orgaizing someone else's wedding. Chosing the perfect dress, music, decorations, place. And everything to create the most beautiful day of one's life. We come back here again to my obsession- organization. I love to have everything under control, perfectly planned, I am a master in making lists, notes, etc. And yes, I know I am good at it.

So, here you can see my few ideas where do I see myself in the future. The most important? I see myself happy, with no regrets, living my life in 100%. Some of you might laugh. I don't mind. You might be thinking that I am irresponsible, that I should think about earning money and making a future and maybe even family and I won't go too far if I will keep living the way "don't worry be happy". And I am not saying you're wrong. I might wake up in 10 years doing what I am doing now. Laying on the beach with my drink, maybe next to my love one, thinking about all the ideas I've got in my head and trying to figure out my life. Who knows. Or maybe I will become one of the above? Or maybe I will change my mind completely in few year? Who knows. At the moment I don't, so if any of you got any idea what should I do with my life, don't tell me. I will figure it out one day. For now I just want to be happy and nothing will stand on my way to achieve my goal.

See, as I told you, having too many ideas is almost as bad as not having any. But if really you're in your 20's and you still don't know what to do with your life, honestly, get your shit together. Pack a backpack and go to Thailand, Cyprus, Australia. Wherever. Change something, take chances, take that risk because you don't know what is waiting for you behind the corner.

Regards,
Iffy <3

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