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07/09/2014 "After work mixed feeling again.  From full happiness my mood automatically jumped to full sadness.  I don't know what is happening to me. What is happening in my head. As always. I don't know what I want. I wanted to cut myself off from all the people, relationships...

11/09/2014 "Another dose of a positive energy. I can say this day was good. […] Sometimes I miss something. I feel some kind of emptiness and I want to cry.  For that reason or with no reason at all. But when there is no time to think, this feeling goes away. I wish I could shut my mind...

03/09/2014 "I was woken up by the nightmare. 2am. Same story again. The rape. It is waking me up too often […] I wasn't able to fall asleep again.  I felt fear. I think I am afraid of people. They scare me" Link ...

Link Hello everyone. As you can see in the title I found my diary. My notes from few years back. I decided to post some of them. To share some of my thoughts with you, my fears, my hopes, my dreams. I won't change a thing. Even if some words scare me, even if some of them might come from my heart,...

It's almost 4am and I can't shut my brain off. My eyes are not a problem here. I have been closing them milion times already, but nothing helps. My brain just doesn't want to sleep. In this case I decided to write a post, go back to my life on Cyprus. Already I am truly apologizing for all the mistakes...

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Hello there! So I decided it’s the right time to continue with my story. going back to my time on Cyprus, when it has all begun I was an innocent girl. Just graduated from high school,all excited about going to uni! Yaay. Never have had a boyfriend in my life,got drunk once when 16 with my mom...

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You are asking yourself what would happened if you tried. I am asking you what if you didn't ? I do not understand why so many people use to think that everything comes easy in life. You might think that it's enough to ask for the Moon to get the Moon. It's enough to fuck that reach guy...